The Currency of Masa

By: Thomas Riverside

The morning came to Fruitvale the way it always did, with the screech of the first BART train and the smell of diesel from the early buses. Esperanza Medina had been awake since four, her hands deep in masa, working the corn dough the way her mother had taught her in the kitchen in San Salvador thirty years before. The food truck was still dark except for the prep lights, and through the service window she could see the empty lot beginning to take shape in the gray dawn.

Her fingers knew the work without her mind's attention—press, fold, fill, press again. Each pupusa a small moon of dough cradling cheese or beans or chicharrón. This was the currency of her life now, these small filled discs that would feed the construction workers and teachers and nurses who would line up at her window come noon. She had made three hundred already, and her shoulders ached with the familiar pain that had become as much a part of her body as her own heartbeat.

The phone buzzed against the metal counter. The apartment. She wiped her hands on her apron and answered.

"Mrs. Medina? This is Carlos from next door. Your father, he's in the hallway again. He's trying to get into my apartment."

The masa under her fingernails turned cold. "I'm coming."

She turned off the truck's equipment, locked the back door, and ran the six blocks to the apartment building. Her father stood in the third-floor hallway wearing his old work boots and the flannel shirt she'd laid out for him last night. In his hands, he held nothing, but his fingers gripped the air as if around invisible tools.

"Papá," she said softly in Spanish. "What are you doing?"

Joaquín Medina turned to her with eyes that saw through time. "I have to frame the walls today. The Hernández family needs their house by Christmas."

"Sí, Papá. But first, breakfast."

She led him back to their apartment, her hand gentle on his elbow. The Hernández house had been built in 1995 in San Salvador. They had lived in Oakland for fifteen years now, but in her father's mind, geography had become as fluid as memory.

By the time she got him settled with his morning pills and a plate of scrambled eggs, it was past seven. The breakfast crowd would already be forming. She kissed her father's forehead, double-locked the door, and ran back to the truck.

Duc Nguyen's banh mi truck was already in position, his generator humming. He watched her rush to unlock her truck, his expression unreadable behind his wire-rimmed glasses. They had not spoken since he'd arrived two months ago and taken the spot she'd considered hers for three years. The Vietnamese man worked alone, like her, his movements economical and precise as he arranged his baguettes.

"You're late," he said as she passed.

She didn't answer. There was no point in explaining. Everyone had their struggles; hers were not special.

By eight-thirty, she had the truck running again, the oil heating, the first pupusas on the grill. Marcus Thompson pulled up in his new truck—"Melted Dreams" painted in artistic script along the side. The young man waved enthusiastically, his optimism not yet worn down by the reality of fourteen-hour days and slim profits. His truck was an investment, she could tell—probably sixty thousand dollars of loan debt painted in that cheerful yellow. Hers had cost eight thousand cash, bought from a Korean family moving to Texas.

"Morning, Miss Esperanza!" Marcus called out. "Beautiful day, isn't it?"

She nodded, managing a smile. The boy meant well. He'd learn soon enough that beautiful days meant nothing when the rent was due.

The health inspector arrived at ten-fifteen, just as the lunch prep reached its critical stage. Esperanza saw the white Prius with the city seal and her stomach clenched. Inspector Davidson—she knew him by reputation. He'd shut down two trucks in Chinatown last month.

"License and permits," he said without greeting.

She produced them from the folder she kept wrapped in plastic above the serving window. He studied them with the intensity of someone looking for reasons to say no. Then he was in her truck, his clipboard out, running his finger along surfaces, checking temperatures, opening containers.

"This refrigerator is running at forty-three degrees," he said. "Code requires forty or below."

"It was opened just a moment ago—"

"Forty-three degrees." He made a mark. "And these containers aren't properly labeled with dates."

She watched him find violation after violation—some real, most marginal. The curtido she'd made fresh this morning had no timestamp. The oil thermometer was two degrees off. A small grease buildup behind the grill that would take five minutes to clean.

"I'm going to have to write you up," Davidson said. "You have seventy-two hours to correct these violations or face closure."

The paper he handed her might as well have been a death sentence. The repairs and adjustments would cost money she didn't have. The refrigerator alone would be three hundred dollars to service.

She stood in the doorway of her truck, holding the citation, when Duc appeared at her window.

"Let me see," he said.

She was too tired to refuse. He read through the list, his lips pursed.

"The refrigerator—it's the seal. I can fix that. Twenty dollars for the part. The thermometer needs calibration. I have the tool."

She stared at him. "Why?"

He adjusted his glasses, looking uncomfortable. "Davidson came to me last month. I know what this feels like." He paused. "And your father—I see him sometimes, walking. My wife, she has the diabetes. Lost both feet. I understand the weight."

The kindness was harder to bear than the citation. She nodded, not trusting her voice.

Marcus appeared, having watched the whole inspection from his truck. "What's going on? Can I help?"

Duc explained with the efficiency of someone who'd learned English as a matter of survival. Marcus's face grew serious.

"That's bullshit," the young man said. "We should file a complaint. There must be someone we can—"

"No," Duc interrupted. "We fix. We comply. We survive. This is the way."

The lunch crowd was building. Esperanza returned to her grill, her movements automatic. Duc appeared an hour later with tools and a rubber seal. He worked on her refrigerator while she served customers, his movements quick and sure. Marcus labeled all her containers with a label maker he'd produced from his truck, chattering about food safety apps and digital temperature monitoring.

"You need a system," he said earnestly. "I learned about it in my business classes—"

"Marcus." Duc's voice was patient but firm. "Less talking. More labeling."

The afternoon wore on. Esperanza's phone rang repeatedly—the apartment, she knew, but she couldn't leave the truck during lunch rush. Finally, at two-thirty, when the crowd thinned, she called back.

No answer.

She closed the truck, running again through the streets of Fruitvale. The apartment was empty, the door still locked from the outside. Her father had gone through the window—she could see where he'd pushed out the screen. The fire escape. How had he managed it with his arthritis?

She called the police, gave them his description: sixty-eight years old, gray hair, probably wearing work boots and a flannel shirt, speaks mostly Spanish, has dementia. The officer sounded tired but took down the information.

She searched the neighborhood on foot—the park where they sometimes walked, the hardware store that reminded him of home, the Catholic church where he'd once helped repair the roof. Nothing. The sun was fierce now, and her father had no water, no hat.

Finally, she heard the sound—the rhythmic pounding of a hammer. Except there was no hammer. She followed it to a construction site three blocks away. Her father stood in the skeleton of a new apartment building, his arms moving in the practiced motion of forty years of carpentry, driving invisible nails into real beams.

"Papá."

He turned, sweat streaming down his face, his shirt soaked through.

"Almost done with this section, mija. Tell your mother I'll be home for dinner."

Her mother had been dead for ten years.

"Sí, Papá. She's making pupusas."

His face lit up. "Her pupusas are the best."

She led him home, his phantom hammer finally at rest.

That evening, she returned to the truck to prep for tomorrow, though her body begged for sleep. The lot was quiet, only the security lights casting long shadows. She'd been working for an hour when she heard the crash.

Someone had thrown a brick through the window of Marcus's truck.

She ran outside to find Marcus already there, staring at the damage. "My insurance deductible is five hundred dollars," he said, his voice hollow. "I don't have five hundred dollars."

Duc appeared from his truck, carrying a baseball bat. "I saw them. Three kids, maybe sixteen, seventeen. They ran toward the avenue."

"Did you call the police?" Marcus asked.

Duc gave him a look that suggested the question's naivety. "Police don't come for broken windows."

They stood there, the three of them, looking at the glittering glass on the asphalt. Then Duc said, "We take turns. Night watch. My truck tonight, yours tomorrow, Esperanza. Marcus after that."

"I can't," Esperanza said. "My father—"

"Bring him," Duc said simply. "My wife sleeps in our truck many nights. It's safer than leaving her alone."

The next morning, Esperanza arrived to find Duc asleep in his truck, the baseball bat across his lap. He woke as she approached, rubbing his eyes behind his glasses.

"Quiet night," he reported.

She'd brought him coffee—strong, Vietnamese style with condensed milk, the way she'd learned he liked it from watching him prepare it each morning. He accepted it with surprise.

"Tonight, you watch?" he asked.

"Tonight."

The day passed in a blur of preparation and service. Her father stayed in the apartment, Mrs. Chen from downstairs checking on him every hour for twenty dollars Esperanza couldn't spare but couldn't not pay. The health inspector's violations weighed on her mind, but the repairs were progressing. Marcus had bought a new thermometer. Duc had fixed not just the refrigerator seal but also adjusted the unit's compressor. The Vietnamese man's hands knew machines the way hers knew masa.

That evening, she brought Joaquín to the truck. He seemed happy to be there, sitting in a lawn chair she'd set up inside, talking to her about houses he'd built, families he'd helped shelter. His voice was steady and sure when he spoke of the past, as if memory was a country where he was still citizen and king.

Around midnight, a group of teenagers approached the lot. Esperanza tensed, but they were just hungry, counting crumpled bills.

"You open?" one called out.

She wasn't, but she fired up the grill anyway. Made them pupusas for half price, which was all they had. They sat on the curb eating, talking about school, about girls, about the future that seemed both infinite and impossible from where they stood.

"My grandmother makes these," one said. "But different. Honduran style."

"Where's your grandmother?" Esperanza asked.

"Tegucigalpa. Haven't seen her in six years."

She made him an extra one, no charge. The boys left, calling out thanks, their voices echoing off the empty buildings.

Joaquín had fallen asleep in his chair. She covered him with a blanket and kept watch, thinking about walls and homes, about the structures that hold us and the ones we build for each other.

The third day brought rain, unusual for Oakland in this season of drought. The drops fell like small mercies, washing the dust from the trucks, from the streets, from the air itself. Esperanza worked with her father beside her in the truck, letting him arrange napkins and cups, tasks his hands could still understand.

The lunch rush was smaller—rain always meant fewer customers. But those who came seemed to linger, taking shelter under the small awning she'd rigged up. Duc had closed his truck early, his wife needing dialysis. Marcus was struggling with his generator, the rain having found some vulnerable wire.

"I should have gone to law school," Marcus said, water dripping from his face as he tried to fix the connection. "My mother told me food service was too hard."

"Your mother was right," Esperanza said. "But you're here now."

"Why do you do it?" he asked. "Why keep going?"

She thought about how to answer. Her father was humming beside her, a song from his childhood. The rain drummed on the truck's metal roof like a thousand small hammers.

"What else is there?" she said finally. "We work, we eat, we take care of each other. That's all there's ever been."

Marcus got his generator running just as the health inspector returned. Davidson looked irritated by the rain, water spotted on his clipboard.

He went through her truck with the same thoroughness as before. Checked the refrigerator—thirty-eight degrees. The thermometer—accurate. The containers—all labeled, dated, organized. She'd cleaned the grease trap until it shone. Every surface gleamed despite the busy morning.

"Better," he said grudgingly. He signed off on the citation. "Don't let it slip again."

After he left, Duc returned, his wife safely at dialysis. Marcus produced a bottle of champagne from somewhere—warm, but champagne nonetheless.

"To passing inspection," he said, popping the cork.

They drank from paper cups, the rain still falling, customers beginning to return as word spread the trucks were open. Joaquín raised his cup too, though Esperanza had given him only ginger ale.

"To the house!" her father said in Spanish. "May it shelter the family well!"

"To the house," they echoed, understanding without explanation.

The afternoon brought unexpected business. The rain had driven people from their routines, and they sought comfort in food. Esperanza ran out of pupusas by four o'clock—the first time in months. Duc shared his baguettes with her so she could make sandwiches. Marcus contributed his expensive cheese. Together, they improvised fusion offerings that would have horrified purists but fed the hungry line of customers.

A woman from the health department appeared—not Davidson, someone higher.

"I wanted to check on you," she said to Esperanza. "We've had complaints about Davidson. Some vendors saying he's targeting immigrant-owned trucks."

Esperanza said nothing. Duc and Marcus were suddenly very busy with their own trucks.

"If you've experienced any discrimination..." the woman continued.

"Everything is to code," Esperanza said carefully. "As you can see."

The woman left her card anyway.

As evening fell, the vendors began what had become routine—checking on each other's supplies, sharing what could be shared, planning the night watch. A reporter from the Oakland Tribune appeared, having heard about the vandalism and the vendors' response.

"It's a great story," she said eagerly. "Immigrant entrepreneurs banding together against adversity."

"It's not a story," Duc said flatly. "It's Tuesday."

But they talked to her anyway, in the careful way of people who'd learned that visibility could be both protection and danger. The reporter took notes about community resilience and social capital, words that meant nothing to the reality of grease burns and sixteen-hour days and fathers who forgot their daughters' names.

That night, it was Marcus's turn to watch, but they all stayed. Duc brought his wife, a small woman in a wheelchair who spoke little English but smiled with her whole being. Marcus had invited his girlfriend, a nursing student who checked Joaquín's blood pressure and chatted with him in broken Spanish. They set up the lawn chairs in a circle between the trucks, a fire barrel keeping the rain at bay.

Joaquín was having a good evening, his mind clear enough to tell stories about El Salvador, about coming to America, about the houses he'd built with his hands.

"Every nail," he said, his English suddenly perfect, "every nail is a promise. This board will hold. This wall will stand. This roof will shelter."

"That's beautiful, Mr. Medina," Marcus's girlfriend said.

"It's not beautiful," Joaquín corrected gently. "It's necessary."

Duc's wife spoke then, in Vietnamese, her husband translating: "In Saigon, we had a saying—the brick doesn't know it's part of a wall, but the wall knows every brick."

They sat with that for a while, the rain lessening to a mist.

Around eleven, a couple approached—young, holding hands, probably on their way home from the bars.

"Are you open?" the woman asked hopefully. "We're so hungry."

They weren't open. But Esperanza fired up the truck anyway, and Duc made bánh mì, and Marcus grilled sandwiches, and they fed the couple from all three trucks, refusing payment.

"This is magical," the woman said, a little drunk, a little in love. "Like a secret restaurant."

After they left, Duc said, "We should do this. Once a week. Together. One menu from all trucks."

"That's not how it works," Marcus said. "We're competitors."

"Are we?" Duc asked.

They looked at each other—these three unlikely allies brought together by proximity and necessity and the shared understanding of what it meant to feed people for a living.

"Fridays," Esperanza said. "We close early, cook together. Split everything three ways."

"Four ways," Marcus said. "We'll need someone to watch Mr. Joaquín while we cook."

Joaquín had fallen asleep in his chair, his head tilted back, snoring softly. In sleep, his face lost its confusion, becoming the face Esperanza remembered from childhood—strong, certain, capable of building anything.

The weeks that followed would bring more challenges. The refrigerator would break again, this time beyond Duc's ability to repair. Marcus would get food poisoning from his own sandwich and miss three days of work. Joaquín would escape twice more, once making it all the way to the marina before being found by a fisherman who recognized him from Esperanza's desperate Facebook posts.

But the Friday night dinners became something unexpected—not just a business arrangement but a gathering. Other vendors joined. Customers became regulars, then friends. Someone started calling it the Fruitvale Food Collective, and the name stuck. They raised money when Duc's wife needed a new wheelchair. They covered Marcus's shifts when his mother had surgery. They created a schedule so someone was always available to watch Joaquín.

The Oakland Tribune ran the story with a photo of all of them standing before their trucks, but the caption got it wrong. It called them "Small Business Owners Creating Community." What they were was simpler and more complex: people who had learned that survival was not a solitary act.

On a Thursday evening in November, Esperanza stood in her truck making pupusas for the dinner rush. Her father sat in his usual chair, folding napkins with methodical precision. Through the service window, she could see Duc teaching Marcus to properly julienne carrots, the older man's patience infinite. The evening light caught the steam rising from their trucks, turning it golden.

A customer approached—a regular, a nurse from Highland Hospital.

"The usual, Maria?" Esperanza asked.

"Actually," Maria said, "I wanted to tell you something. My mother has dementia too. I've been watching you with your father. You're doing a good job. I know it doesn't feel like it, but you are."

Esperanza's hands stilled on the masa. "Some days I think I'm failing him."

"You're not failing. You're accompanying. That's all any of us can do."

After Maria left with her pupusas, Esperanza watched her father work with the napkins. His hands moved with the same certainty they'd once used to build homes. Different materials now, but the same essential motion: taking what exists and making it useful, making it serve.

"Papá," she said. "Tell me about the Hernández house."

His face brightened. "Beautiful house. Three bedrooms. Kitchen facing east for morning light. Good bones, that house. Still standing, I bet."

"Still standing," she agreed, though she had no idea if it was true. It didn't matter. The house stood in his memory, perfect and permanent, sheltering some family whose faces she'd never known but whose safety her father had ensured with every carefully driven nail.

The dinner rush began in earnest. Duc called out orders in his mix of Vietnamese and English. Marcus sang along to the radio, badly but with enthusiasm. The customers lined up, patient and hungry, ready to be fed.

Esperanza pressed the masa between her palms, feeling the give and resistance of the dough, the way it yielded and held its shape simultaneously. This was what they'd built here—not walls and roofs but something less tangible and more necessary. A structure of mutual support as real as any her father had ever framed.

She thought of that first morning, running through the dawn to find her father, the weight of solitary struggle crushing her chest. Now, through the window, she saw Duc's wife in her wheelchair, teaching Marcus's girlfriend to fold wontons. She saw other vendors arriving for the collective dinner, carrying ingredients to share. She saw the architecture of community, invisible but load-bearing, each person a nail holding the whole together.

"Order up!" she called, sliding pupusas onto plates. "Who's next?"

The line moved forward. Her father hummed his childhood song. The trucks hummed with generators and purpose. And in the settling dusk of Oakland, in this corner of Fruitvale where languages mixed like ingredients in a pot, they continued the ancient, essential work of feeding each other, one meal at a time.

The currency of masa, Esperanza understood now, was not just the pupusas she sold but the connections they created—each transaction a small thread in the larger fabric, each exchange building something that could shelter them all. Her father had built houses. She had built something else, something that might not last as long as wood and nails but that mattered just as much in the moment of its making.

"Almost done, mija," her father said suddenly, looking up from his napkins. "This house is almost done."

"Sí, Papá," she said, tears threatening but held back by the need to keep working, to keep serving. "Almost done."

But she knew better now. The work was never done. It continued, meal by meal, day by day, brick by brick, nail by nail, each small act of care building toward something that might, if they were lucky and careful and kind to each other, actually stand.