The Night Queue

By: James Blackwood

The fluorescent lights in the content moderation center hummed their familiar sick-green song, the kind that made Marisol's teeth ache after the first four hours of her shift. She'd been at it for six hours now, clicking through humanity's digital sewage with the mechanical precision of someone who'd learned to separate her soul from her fingertips.

Click. Review. Remove. Click. Review. Approve. Click. Review. Escalate.

The Vertex Industries building in Makati never slept, a twenty-story monument to the outsourced dirty work of Silicon Valley. While Americans slept peacefully in their beds, Marisol and five hundred other moderators scrubbed their feeds clean of beheadings, child abuse, and the endless creativity of human cruelty.

"Mare, coffee?" Carmen's voice cut through the white noise of keyboards and suppressed sighs. She stood by Marisol's cubicle holding two paper cups, steam rising like prayers neither of them believed in anymore.

"Salamat," Marisol muttered, not looking away from her screen. The video she was reviewing showed a man on a bridge. She'd seen enough bridge videos to know how this one ended. Her finger hovered over the 'Remove - Self-Harm' button when something made her pause.

In the corner of the frame, barely visible, stood a woman in a white dress. She wasn't part of the original scene - Marisol had developed an eye for these things. The woman's face was turned away, but her shoulders shook with what looked like sobbing. As the man climbed over the railing, the woman turned slightly toward the camera.

Her face was a dark hole where features should have been.

Marisol blinked hard, looked again. The woman was gone. Just the man, the bridge, the inevitable ending. She clicked 'Remove' and moved on, but her hand trembled slightly as she reached for the coffee.

"You okay?" Carmen asked, settling into the empty cube next to her. Derek had quit last week - couldn't handle the child abuse queue anymore. They never lasted long on that one.

"Just tired." Marisol took a sip of coffee that tasted like burnt rubber and industrial cleaner. Perfect. It kept you alert and killed your taste for anything better. "How's the extremism queue tonight?"

"Same old. Manifestos, recruitment videos, some guy in Alabama who thinks his neighbor's a lizard person." Carmen laughed, but it had edges sharp enough to cut. "Though there's been something weird..."

"Weird how?"

Carmen glanced around, then leaned closer. "You know how we get duplicate uploads? Same video, different accounts?"

Marisol nodded. The spam detection AI was supposed to catch those, but plenty slipped through.

"I've been seeing this woman. White dress, long black hair. She's in the background of completely unrelated videos. Different countries, different times of day, but always the same woman. And she's always crying."

The coffee turned to ice in Marisol's stomach. "Does she... does her face look wrong?"

Carmen's eyes widened. "You've seen her too?"

Before Marisol could answer, Tito Jun's voice boomed across the floor. "Reyes! Salazar! Break time's over. We've got a surge in the queue."

They returned to their desks, but Marisol couldn't shake the feeling that something had shifted in the familiar misery of the moderation floor. The videos kept coming - a tsunami of human darkness that crashed against her screen in endless waves. Suicides, murders, accidents, abuse. Click, review, remove. Click, review, remove.

At 3 AM, the worst hour, when the barrier between waking and sleeping grew tissue-thin, Marisol saw her again. The Weeping Woman, as she'd started calling her in her head. This time in a video of a car accident in Mumbai. Then in a domestic violence incident in São Paulo. A bombing in Damascus. Always in the periphery, always crying, and each time a little closer to the camera.

"I need air," Marisol announced to no one in particular. The smoking area on the seventh floor was technically off-limits after midnight, but security never checked. She took the stairs, her legs grateful for movement after hours of stagnation.

The Manila night air hit her like a warm, wet towel. The city sprawled below, its lights like neurons firing in a vast, diseased brain. She lit a cigarette with shaking hands, though she'd quit two years ago. Another casualty of the job.

"It's getting worse, isn't it?"

Marisol spun around. Carmen stood in the doorway, her face half in shadow.

"What is?" But even as she asked, Marisol knew.

"The bleeding," Carmen said, stepping onto the balcony. "That's what my lola would have called it. When the spirit world bleeds into ours. Usually happens in places of great trauma. Hospitals. Battlefields." She gestured at the building behind them. "Or places where trauma is... concentrated."

"That's insane." The word felt hollow even as Marisol said it. After what she'd seen, what was sanity anyway?

"Is it? We sit there eight hours a night, watching the worst moments of thousands of lives. All that pain, all that fear, all that death - where does it go? The videos get deleted from the servers, but what about the psychic weight of them? What about the screams we hear through headphones, the tears we watch fall?"

Marisol's cigarette had burned down to the filter. She flicked it over the edge, watched its small orange eye fall into the darkness. "So what, we're being haunted by deleted videos?"

"Not haunted." Carmen pulled out her phone, showed Marisol a screenshot from a video she'd reviewed earlier. The Weeping Woman was there, clearer than before. Her face wasn't a hole - it was a screen, and in that screen was another face, and in that face another screen, recursive horror spiraling into infinity. "I think we've worn the boundary thin. Between their reality and ours. And something's been waiting for a way through."

"Carmen, this is—" Marisol stopped. Behind Carmen, in the glass door's reflection, she saw a figure in white. She spun around. Nothing there but the Manila skyline.

"You saw her just now, didn't you?" Carmen's voice was steady, but her hands trembled. "She's getting stronger. Feeding on all the witnessed pain. Every video we watch, every trauma we review, it makes her more real."

"We should tell Tito Jun. Tell management."

Carmen laughed, bitter as the coffee. "And say what? That we're seeing ghosts in the videos? They'll think we've snapped. Give us the standard two weeks mental health leave and replace us with fresh meat."

She was right. Marisol had seen it happen too many times. The company had a higher turnover rate than a fast-food restaurant, and they planned for it. There were always more desperate graduates willing to trade their sanity for a steady paycheck.

"Then what do we do?"

"My lola taught me some things. Old ways. Protection rituals. But..." Carmen hesitated. "We'd need to go to the source. Find the first video where she appeared."

"That could be millions of videos ago."

"Or," Carmen said slowly, "we could wait for her to come to us."

The idea should have been terrifying, but Marisol felt only a tired kind of acceptance. They'd been watching death for so long, what was one more horror?

They went back inside, back to their cubicles, back to the endless queue. But now Marisol watched for patterns. The Weeping Woman appeared more frequently as the night wore on. 3:47 AM. 4:13 AM. 4:32 AM. The intervals were shrinking.

At 4:44 AM, Marisol's screen flickered. Not unusual - the building's electrical system was held together by prayer and electrical tape. But when the image stabilized, she wasn't looking at a video anymore. She was looking at herself, filmed from behind, hunched over her computer. In the reflection of her monitor within the monitor, she could see the Weeping Woman standing directly behind her chair.

Marisol didn't turn around. Couldn't. In the screen within the screen, the Woman reached out with hands that flickered between flesh and static. Her fingers passed through Marisol's shoulder, and cold shot through her like liquid nitrogen.

Images flooded her mind. Not memories - anti-memories, un-moments, the deleted scenes of human existence. She saw the suicides from the victims' perspective, felt the impact of every beating, tasted the copper of every violent end. The accumulated trauma of ten thousand deleted videos poured through her in a single, endless instant.

"Marisol!" Carmen's voice, distant as a star. Hands on her shoulders, shaking. The real world rushed back like oxygen to burning lungs.

She was on the floor, Carmen kneeling beside her. Around them, other moderators had stood up from their cubicles, faces pale in the sick light. On every screen, the same image: the Weeping Woman, no longer weeping but smiling with a mouth full of broken pixels.

"We need to go," Carmen hissed, pulling Marisol to her feet. "Now."

They ran for the stairwell as screens throughout the floor began to flicker and die. Behind them, Marisol heard screaming - not from her coworkers but from the computers themselves, playing audio from videos that had been deleted months ago. The building's skeleton of metal and concrete groaned like a living thing in pain.

"Where are we going?" Marisol gasped as they took the stairs three at a time.

"Server room. Basement level three." Carmen pulled something from her pocket - a small cloth bag that smelled of sampaguita and ash. "If she's using the digital infrastructure to manifest, that's where she'll be strongest. But it's also where we can trap her."

"Trap her how?"

"Every deleted video, every removed post - they don't really disappear. They're archived on the servers for legal reasons. Thirty days for regular content, indefinitely for anything involving crimes." Carmen's face was grim. "All that pain, all that trauma, it's still here. In the building. In the machines. She's been feeding on it, growing stronger. But if we can isolate her in the server room, cut the connection..."

They burst through the door to the basement levels. The temperature dropped twenty degrees. Their breath came out in clouds that shouldn't exist in Manila's eternal summer. The fluorescent lights flickered in patterns that looked almost like morse code, if morse code could scream.

Server room B-3 required a keycard. Carmen had one - she'd dated a guy from IT before he'd transferred to the Tokyo office. "Couldn't handle the night shifts," she'd told Marisol once. Now Marisol understood it might have been something else entirely.

The door opened onto a cathedral of machines. Servers towered like monoliths, their LED lights blinking in hypnotic patterns. The air hummed with electricity and something else, something that made Marisol's teeth ache in a familiar way.

"She's here," Carmen whispered, pulling out her phone. She'd downloaded some app Marisol didn't recognize, its interface covered in symbols that looked like a cross between computer code and ancient baybayin script. "The traditional ways, but updated for the digital age. My lola would either be proud or horrified."

The temperature dropped further. Frost began forming on the server casings. In the reflective black surfaces, Marisol saw movement - not one Weeping Woman but dozens, hundreds, each one a victim from a deleted video, each one trying to claw their way back into existence.

"What does she want?" Marisol asked, though part of her already knew.

"To be witnessed," Carmen said, working furiously on her phone. "To be remembered. Every video we delete, we're erasing someone's last moment, their final statement. The algorithm doesn't care about context, about pain, about the human need to be seen. But that need doesn't die just because we click 'remove.'"

The servers began to whine, a high-pitched sound that built like a jet engine preparing for takeoff. Screens throughout the room flickered to life, displaying videos Marisol recognized - ones she'd deleted hours, days, weeks ago. They played simultaneously, a cacophony of human suffering that made her want to claw her ears off.

In the center of the room, the Weeping Woman began to coalesce. Not solid, not quite, but more real than she'd ever been. Her face was still that recursive screen, but now Marisol could see what it displayed: every person whose final moments had been deemed inappropriate content, whose death had been sanitized from the digital record.

"You cannot delete us," the Woman said, her voice a thousand voices, a choir of the erased. "We exist. We existed. We matter."

"I know," Carmen said, still working on her phone. "I know you do. But this isn't the way."

"Then what is?" The Woman's form flickered, stabilized, flickered again. "You watch us die and click a button. You reduce our endings to policy violations. You—"

"We bear witness," Marisol interrupted, stepping forward. The cold intensified, but she kept walking. "Every night, we watch. We see you. We carry you with us." She thought of all the videos she'd reviewed, all the faces that haunted her dreams. "I remember the girl in Jakarta. The old man in Berlin. The mother in Caracas. I remember them all."

The Woman's recursive face turned to her. "Lies."

"No." Marisol reached into her pocket, pulled out her phone. She'd been keeping a journal, she realized. Not consciously, but in her notes app, she'd been writing down details from the videos that struck her. Little things. A man's lucky shirt. A woman's laugh before things went wrong. The color of a child's backpack. "Look."

She held up the phone, scrolled through months of notes. The Woman leaned closer, her face cycling through a thousand other faces.

"We can't leave the videos up," Carmen said softly. "You know that. The living need protection too. But..." She held up her own phone, showing the app she'd been working on. "What if we could create a memorial? A place where the deleted aren't erased but transformed. Where pain becomes remembrance, where last moments become more than just content to be moderated."

The Woman's form wavered. "How?"

"My lola taught me that spirits need anchors. Places to rest. What if we could give you that? Not in the public feeds, but somewhere sacred. Somewhere permanent."

Carmen's app was doing something to the servers, Marisol realized. Creating partitions, setting aside space that existed outside the normal network architecture. A digital ofrenda, a Day of the Dead altar built from ones and zeros.

"Every video we delete, we could send there instead," Carmen continued. "Not for the public to gawk at, but as a record. A testimony. A place where the erased can exist without causing more harm."

The Weeping Woman's tears had stopped. Her face was still that impossible recursion, but it was stabilizing, becoming something almost like peace. "You would do this?"

"We're already carrying you," Marisol said. "All of us who work the night queue. We're haunted by what we see. This way, at least, we're haunted with purpose."

The Woman reached out, touched Marisol's hand. It should have been cold, but it wasn't. It felt like static electricity, like the moment before lightning strikes, like the last second of a video before she clicked 'delete.'

"Remember us," the Woman said, and then she was dissolving, not disappearing but transforming, flowing into Carmen's digital memorial like water finding its level.

The servers' whining died down. The frost melted. The screens went dark. In the sudden silence, Marisol could hear her own heartbeat, loud as thunder.

"It worked," Carmen breathed, looking at her phone. The app showed a simple interface now - a black screen with a single white candle flame. "She's in there. They all are. Contained but not erased."

They stood there for a moment, two women in a basement full of machines that held humanity's darkest moments. Then the lights came back on, harsh and fluorescent, and Tito Jun's voice crackled over the intercom.

"Reyes, Salazar, what the hell are you doing down there? We've got a massive backlog in the queue."

They looked at each other and laughed, actually laughed, for the first time in months.

"Come on," Carmen said, heading for the door. "Let's go delete some videos."

"And remember them," Marisol added.

"And remember them."

They went back upstairs, back to their cubicles, back to the endless queue. But something had changed. The videos were the same - humanity in all its horrible creativity - but now each deletion felt like a small funeral, a quiet acknowledgment.

Marisol still saw the Weeping Woman sometimes, in the corner of her screen, in the reflection of her coffee cup, in the shadows between keystrokes. But she wasn't weeping anymore. She was watching, waiting, a guardian of the deleted, a patron saint of the erased.

The night queue continued. Click, review, remove, remember. Click, review, remove, remember.

And in the digital memorial that existed between heartbeats and pixels, the deleted lived on, witnessed at last, transformed from trauma into something almost like grace.

Six months later, Vertex Industries quietly implemented what they called the "Manila Protocol" across all their moderation centers. They never acknowledged the night the servers almost breached, never admitted to the digital haunting that had nearly consumed their operation. But Carmen's memorial app was integrated into the system, hidden beneath layers of corporate code.

Moderators around the world began reporting fewer nightmares, fewer breakdowns, fewer resignations. The mental health leave requests dropped by sixty percent. Management called it a miracle of efficiency. The moderators knew better.

They'd learned what Marisol and Carmen discovered that night in the server room: that bearing witness to horror required more than just clicking 'delete.' It required remembrance, acknowledgment, a place for the erased to rest.

The Weeping Woman still appeared sometimes, in videos from Toledo to Tehran, Berlin to Bogotá. But she wasn't alone anymore. Behind her, barely visible in the digital static, stood an army of the witnessed, the remembered, the transformed.

And in Manila, in a twenty-story monument to outsourced misery, two women worked the night queue with something that wasn't quite hope but was no longer despair. They deleted videos and remembered faces. They removed content and preserved souls. They did the impossible work of digital triage, separating the living from the dead while honoring both.

Click, review, remove, remember, repeat.

Until the sun rose over Manila Bay, painting the sky the color of old blood and new beginnings, and the night queue ended, and the day shift arrived to take their place at the gates between horror and healing, between erasure and eternity.